Heading down to SD in 14 hours to work our huge Comic Con Lounge/event. Busted my ass the last ten days calling every buddy/acquaintance at wme, uta and caa alike… biggest accomplishment? Cast of GOT. Trumps our Hunger Games media panel by far… I am so. Fucking. Ready.
I could settle
I’m a pretty grounded girl. My priorities are in order. I take care of my loved ones (family, dogs, close friends) and myself.
But I don’t want to settle. I’m great at being domestic.. I’ve had practice since I was 18. But I can’t settle.. not when I feel the most alive when nothing is certain.
Hollywood infrastructure is the only biz I was made (and wanted, and strived) to thrive in. And I’m beginning to think that I could not be with anyone who doesn’t understand my passion for this industry.
Tony Stark, you have ruined me. Now I can’t date anyone nice or normal.
When I walk away, I walk away.
I believe in second chances, but if I stop caring that’s pretty much it. I can’t help it :/ I move on quickly and no longer comprehend why I even found someone attractive to begin with.
I often hear that hindsight is 20/20. I have to agree. I am good at seeing “through people” when I love them but once that bias is removed, all typical judgements reapply. I don’t think that makes me a bitch. They had their chance when the chemistry and je ne sais quoi was real.
And they failed. And they’ll never get another shot.
Because also, oh my god.. there are so many amazing people out there… I had no idea..